Hong Kong n it's adventure

The first 3pictures were actually after the bottom 2...anywayz....the bottom 2 was at nothern territories which we rent a bike each n did so called adventure...which was...actually pushing the bike UPwards...20mins nonstop...n ride a bike push again..n decending was a long way which took total of all this 3hours....it wasnt tiring until....at night after the bike we tought myb we should jog back...but didnt happen the guy told us it would take too long as we have to cross the mountain ...actually make a loop around it to be exact...wherelese the train is only a stop away...

it was great fun tho...wanna do it again

next we went to lantau island a day before we left..it was climbing up the stairs to see the buddha monument..after hmmm what to do ....dad suggested to climb up to lantau peak which was interesting...i taught he was joking at first...he was serious...mum ,auntie roselyn,geoffrey,avril,roxanne didnt go up ...they wanted to stay n roam around...so the 3warriors this time,....went up...after almost half way up dad say u carry on i m going no more...so we did carry on Gil Arnaud n me....reached the top base...the view was marvelous....would have been better from the top though...but i was just too exausted..told him to go on...i'll slowly go down...n yes...he did went all the way up n still come down just behind me...geez thats quick...

i need to get fitter....i really feel motivated n want to start going hard on the bike...

i know that i can do it...without,....motivation nothing comes in place....i m so excited for next race too.BUt on all for all....

Best Christmas ever

Hong Kong was great

The after 1year meeting up....it was so exciting knock2 on auntie roselyn's door there's roxanne hug hug n auntie roselyn too...after asked for the guys room...and woke them up...immediatelythere was already wrestling...lol...

met up with old folks..still living strong...Hope they have a healthy life ahead of their old age.

that night had dinner in some coffee shop kinda thing at causeway bay...we-5of us 'kid's walked back...about 5-6stations away

Everything is Good

Finally internship is over ...everything has came to and end...I am just lying on my bed.

Relaxing nothing at all to worry.Nothing totally my mind is clear.

Although havent been training much i know I'll b all good soon..

I know that there should be time for everything.

however...I hope that our trip to hongkong would be great...to see the French people and everything is just going to be so fun.

My internship was a really great experience for me. I think I m so lucky that i got a nice place and nice people to work with.Teaching me new things.

I really felt sad on the last day of work but just pretended to be strong there...Actually i wanted to cry...

We had a dinner at dad's place ...And after when for movie at one utama...it was Beverly hILLS ChiHuaHua... a dog movie that was quite hilarious...

Oh ya they actually bought me a farewell gift too...it was so touching....*sob* .....*sob*

On top of all this i miss my bf...will be seeing him after my trip..*wink*

last week of intern rewards to come

last week of internship has finally came....be back to college in January..seeing all sch mates...student life again...
working surely has been tough...nothing comes easy tho..
learn alot from work....hardlife...how people gets stressed at work..somehow working life is okay...but ifigured i like working in a place that moves around abit..not just stationary...its boring!
however its jsut 1week or act to b exact 5days left to HOng Kong...here i come...
going to visit'dad;s uncle' also meet the french up for christmas....nice way to come...
Gil Arnaud...better remember your sport shoes....miss you heaps and the rest...
okay we're going to be crazy again this time round huh!
I m so happy right now...feels so good....i just saw my bf online....webcam...misss him so much....
however this makes me more motivated....setting the alarm at 5am tomorrow....better wakeup n get my ass moving....shake that ass....move it move it...shake that ass......
get the fats burning....huuu lala...

dreams that never crossed my mind

I think I am flutter fluttering....
I spend quite abit of time with you
this makes me realise how much i feel
The feelings that i have for you
We have so much in common,
the numbers that match..
I know u think its dumb
but i think its true.
You laugh at me and
still i think its true.
Everything happens for a reason.
Never thought that arguements can turn into love
what is love once again?
understanding and trust makes love
without this feelings only will never make a relationship last
So try understand me as I will try understand you
Make every moment so nice and peaceful
With your smile,
a Smile that brightens me up.
I pray that we will last,
that this feeling will last for as long as it will......
Hopefully u feel the same too.
Miss you heaps tho i just saw you.

small things that TURNS big.

small issues that can be just solved....somethings that are important to some but think of it...not like any tickets r purchased.
It's not even confirmed...just another fantasy plan that might turn real this time...
If you can text then why cant u just text whats it about?
I am sleepy..I am tired....AND you got me more pissed with ur attitude...so childish thing as usual...
Crying over such things?what the hell....I am rude....like so you are worse..ask people to go over and FUCK off....what the hell dont even think of calling me over la...
Try drinking n feeling sooo damn drunk n ur head is spinning n just want to get in bed?
You never felt that way before thats why...
When ask you to join us dont want...then suddenly....hurry hurry must tell must tell........
then tell la........can msg like u anyway did why not...its nicer to talk face to face but face it I am tired n my head in damn heavy........
dont tell me anything else if u think i m rude or even complain to me....u're soooooooooooo childish....
I however think that.....if u're going to be away n u act like this u wont survive.,...the world is hard n tough. You never lived away so you wont know.
But it's sure good for u to start learning to survive before u turn all old n crumpy crying...

weekend coaching

I was all excited about coaching..thinking it would be so difficult....and scared because the kid's parents would be watching but then it turned out that....it was really nice and exciting.
The kids were divided into 5categories...5-6,7-8,9-10,11-12,13-14..however the older 2 cat were combined...
Bike coaches were given age 7-8 as first group to try out with....it was hard..to handle young ones on the road closing the road and to keep them in a group....
anywayz....we did manage to no worries...everything was great..
The kidz called me...teacher,teacher...made me wanna laugh..
but they were so cute and adorable...there was this girl who said....i want to do 100rounds...
her category was 1lap..but they all wanted to do more..they end up doing 5laps...the 5-6year olds...super hyper...what they ate?myb the power bar /gel just before that....
ohh my,Sunday after long lay off my bike i rode to bentong and otw back 20km i got into the van ..i was so bonked...
due to long lay off...wakeup ........start training yea?!!!
i m starting to get back onto the bike...but i think the real thing doesnt start till next year as i still have heaps of internship days left

full long day with 1 summon

always laughing

My long day of all over...yesterday i went to work early as usual. I decided to sleep at Bukit Jalil that night as it is easier to get off from work rather than to p.j.

I drove on the left lane due to stomach ache....the curve was going off to the left anyway.there were Police men..and i had a SMELLY summon...When he stopped me all i said was'encik janganla saman i cik,jangan la'....but he just asked for license..i said..haih no chance in my heart....

i have no idea how to give him duit kopi...lol..which m glad i didnt...but i totally forgot about my stomach....i said late for work?!?..obviously not a good excuse. have to pay rm300 hopefully some reduction...

after work when to Bangsar with Amelia to do threading for the first time for my eye brows and omg it does hurt like hell.........but i look clean now.=)..........after i went to kacau Wong Ah തയാം.

and spoke for a bit...after met up with Fatah....hhuurrrmmpp...as usual end up makan banyak...=P...and talk rubbish..helped me write rayuan for summon letter....

After told cousins will not meet up but then end up meeting them at Starbucks P.J....we lasted from 9plus to 12.30am....we were talking all the shit..but ofcourse it is fun la......

cousins meet cousins....there was..Hanne,Cecelia,Stephanie,Gary kor2 (stephanie's husband)and Avril....this one is my sister...keke...

wow what a long day..........slept quite little and with additional diarrhea isnt good....

a night after being in perlis for 4nights

I am finally back in Bukit Jalil in my room...feels good to be back...ate dimsum ystrdy for supper...lol...it was damn itchy mouth...neway...didnt got to work today have to settle things with uncle ,ask him whats his program for me and his plan for me...
i am so confused...we get dropped out frm going to Melbourne..Azian and me...the other day uncle said if i get any medal in asian cup i can go but now its not like that anymore... I dont know who makes the say or agrees on anything..At this moment i just want to clarify things to be sure and not just feel sad and unwanted...
I wish i dont have to feel like this....why do they always leave us girls out...we arent even so weak....i m sure that...i wont perform bad at all.....
but its life...reason for everything i always believe...
i want to just relax....n enjoy life from everyway without stress...

after 3rd day race

todays race was another day of tiredness....i think that i seriously worked so hard but unfortunately no one sees it or appreciates what i do instead its all my fault.I got dropped out at before the round about u-turn.had to chase the front all by myself without any help and it was obviously tiring...finally was just me and the other 2riders got leftout....azian wait up and pulled my back to the main group.i got back to the main bunch and then the indo girl shoot again...just so tiring...i feel like i m going to die....
god please help me and tell me what to do .guide me....tomorrow i have to try to win with a breakaway or something not sure what....
and also heard that there is no asian cup....the enduro guys r still going to melbourne....so well...it's left with the girls....during the race also when azian brokeaway i said dont chase azian....to kim and she was just wailing and felt angry with me....eerrmm...but i should just shut up now...cant say anything...

morning of 3rd day race...

woke up at 6plus due to some noises.....irritating...neway i decided to sleep on...n then i realise if i did will regret because i wont be able to take pictures so i went to starting line where guys are all at that area warming up....was great fun got sooo many pictures...luckily...i didnt sleep more...

hehehe....had carb load for brekky too..with 3 of my juniors.. was milo 'o' ice which means without milk added...fried noodles and capati sardin....

now have to snooze for afternoons race

2nd day race in perlis open

todays race was very tiring i reckon....had to pull so much n due to lack of trng...i m so tired now...
said to be 82km but turned out 76km....last about 2km a vietnamese rider shotout....n towards last 1km to chase her or not...azian said go close the gap...i did n after that was a corner and had to sprint...obviously i dont have anymore legs for it...so yea...neway luckily she got 1st again...n our team is still first overall...thankgod...
keep trying ei?!
tomorrow another long day before the last day that would be a criterium

1st day of Perlis Open

just done with racing...tough day...got my menses havent been training enough...

had bread for lunch and yeo's soya bean...nice..sounds light but lasted me.m still not hungry yet.

story was i brokeaway and it split up frm the group...was happy...later azian,kim and another vietnamese joined us which was me and vietnamese as well. the race went out with msians doing so much work and vietnamese who doesnt want to corporate..not sure of their intention but certainly i was doing so much work and wanting to help them but they dont want to....so doesnt matter right?in the end azian asked me to go as the vietnamese did not want to work....i went n azian came along...just like any other most of the race we both reached the finish line together once again...as she did alot more work i said...for her to take the victory..now m so exausted just had shower.....n clothes to the laundry...no worries,..new bike feels abit different obviously but what a good start 1st day on the bike and i still manage,....it proves its all in the head!!!

Perlis Open

It's 30th of october at 12noon and i just had breakfast at 10plus....its raining cats n dogs. We left Msn yesterday at 3pm said 2pm btu as usual anywayz...went with Black n Thum in Thum's car to Ipoh then drop off his car and went into the van to Perlis. It rained toward evening like 6plus into 7pm Akmal with Jasmin and Amir in the Myvi ran out of petrol....searching and had to fill in some...on the way without msn's card...coz shell wasnt available! we reached at 10.15pm which was quite tiring..changed new saddle onto a bike i have never ridden before...then got into bed at 11.45pm by then..was a really long day...
wokeup today my bike is perfect as it looks with a handlestem that has a lower screw which is loose~! I am so tired...I just got my menses too....ouch...i rode on the roller today and foundout that....the deraileur's screw is loose..couldnt change my gears....I degrade my bike once again from an all fullset of duraace to already changed xti's to ultegra n now my deraileur is also ultegra...but whats people say it that the legs that matters which is so true..
I had to go fetch some (pads)*sensored* it was buy 1free 2 that sorta thing i ended up spending rm36.30 on pads...lol...thats so much .I think that it'll last me for at least 4-5months easy...
I bought 2standy by panties too rm5 each lol....this is emergency case...
the bad thing is i have rm4 in my wallet now...no more money..give me my allowance...arrrgghhh.....always delaying....
it's difficult especially surviving on rm500 monthly....
now i gtg for lunch tho....
coz will be racing so soon...if no food now..its going to be bad.btu i also feel so sleepy and want to go to bed

Asia Cup-17days to go which makes?

Asia cup has....about 2weeks to go plus a bit of extra days for travelling...hhmm...I have to do a 4mins for my persuit...which wont be a problem if i continue training consistently...have to have confidence yea???.......n hopefully i will get my 2nd gold medal in senior...i cant believe i havent won silvers or golds...but heaps of bronze....i am eyeing on this now...year of birth n in that colour too

after hanoi 1day later to Singapore

see here's how the story goes.....in Hanoi conclusion i got a 13@14th placing out of 60over riders..its okay but certainly not good. It was torchering without enough of endurance....

neway came back....went to Singapore very keen to race....apparently there was another rider...but on race day she didnt turnup...lol...this race is the funniest i ever been to....they let me off with the juniors.,...and the funny thing is i was racing myself...n obviously i got the 1st prize....n its a trophy cup with 100sing dollars...nice....

after the race saw Uncle Willie....very supportive uncle in my bike riding...and then went back to Rebecca's place..(Sam's girlfriend)...showered went to bike labz...n the guys were just not going to meet me up at the shop...n ring no one would pick up the phone sooo?....

i decided i shall take off do my stuff..n not worry about them....neway did the right thing...

met up with kit...intro me to his friend which actually invent bikes.,..interesting....never knew...of this brand..anyway....can look it up its... www.soulbikes.com .....he gave me a set of jersey....imagine a M size bib is loose for me,....i like his sizing for that....lol...means my butt would fit a small...=)...

after kit intro Ben and Jerrys ice cream..super duper nice...n fat ofcourse....this time i did manage to eat a lil bit..haha...coz iwas soo filled up from late lunch...n also i ate the carrot cake i was talking about the whole morning....

then after went to aunty linda's place....they took me over to georgina cheh2's....saw her baby..obviously its CUTE...

n....then had dinner with mike and linda at....topps cafe i think cant recall the name..its by copthorne orchid....then i board the bus at 9pm...reached petronas at bukit jalil....1plus am..the guys wanted MCD..so yea....n after taxi which cost me rm10 to bukit jalil.....crazy overcharged...

neway.....went to bed just after 2am....woke up at 5.550am and was like i m not going to ride....but at 6.30am saw the time and said...okay stop being lazy n move ur ass....u've been eating so much...so i did,....wakeup get ready n off....for training....thought would be easy instead it was....90km,1lap of semenyih...with 10interval sets of i think 2-3km.....i was so dead after....

then....It's Deepavali today yea???.....visited 3houses....Ann's frm Intersect travel and tours in Subang, Aunty Uma n family in bangsar and later..aunty Mary...she was my caretaker when i was 1-2years old....was a kid back then...

now i m just so tired and i was to sleep and sleep....i have had about....15hours of sleep in 3days..that is so crazy plus some naps would be 18hours?....never enough..i need 30hours of sleep in 3days!!!!!

After 3rd day race in Hanoi Vietnam

I raced okay i think yesterday..which was the 2nd stage...except for...there were sooo many railway tracks that makes it dangerous,small pebbles all over....crazy...
I almost crashed so many times...n there was this one crashed that i was so happy i missed it 3times n the 3rd person i skipped...finally baaabbooomm...like a big potato on the floor...
neway i wasnt hurt badly or anything gladly...just a few scratches..but now my butts hurts for sure...todays race...there were cows in the middle of the road...geez...almost bang into it too...at todays railway i got leftout....i had to chase for a few km to get back into the group....m so dead.
i did try to breakway today actually part from the group..after about 2km kimbeley came on pass me fast...i thought there were more behind n i saw hey only her....good....i was shouting hey wait wait....n then she slowed down...neway too late the group caught up again...
i seriously lack of training n no endurance is the worse....on the track its surviveble...but on the road it is a totally different thing!
Tomorrow will be the last stage for this tour which is going to be a criterium again....
I am going to try for tomorrow...whats the use of racing and not trying...every chance given is a trial....and I m hoping to do better n do whatever i can...i need to stretch now ...my right tighs is pulling....from stiffness

first criterium stage in Hanoi...

I got only 3rd in one of the sprints..took me almost 2laps of 1.7km to chase the frnt breakway...n after i caught up the group behind came...after half the lap...
anywayz got 7th overall for today..its quite dissaponting n makes me want to train harder...
i have to...to win...tomorrow's stage would be a 96km with 50km transfer before starting...and day after 70km then final stage would be a criterium again~!!!in the ho chi minh square..n this is Hanoi...not sure why they call it that...
I need to get more milk for my breakfast...water too..as it is not provided in thisrace and we haev to buy our own...cant wait to race again tomorrow..feels so exciting with 67 riders but 3dnstart
....koreans r real strong...something to watch out or tomorrow!!!
pray for me

3days at work n to Hanoi

Basically i just came back...3days ago...mayb 4 tobe almost accurate...
I m at work...rode a lil...not much and I have to be racing again. It's really nice to work.
I feel so happy working actually....I cant wait to b a successful person if life...well at least i know i will be someday. I also hope with my determination I will do good for Hanoi trip. Bangkok was a really good reminder to me that with determination, strong will and enough of rest I will perform. Also its important to be always happy....without stress...when u're happy you will perform,so be happy and enjoy.
As days goes by I see the future lies bright ahead of me
when the wind blows,
I know my courage stays n my mind goes.
To wherever it wil be someday I will know.
It's time that will determined everything;
but somehow for something to happen,
work hard to be done.
Miracles do happen but
never does without a pray or a wish;
Now there life goes on and on...

in bangkok racing n shopping feels like holiday

Its sunday morning here and I am just sitting in the cc after a long day yesterday..i had qualifying of 3km and finals in the afternoon..then after the point race..seriously I didnt want to come to Bangkok..i am so unfit as i know i havent been doing the required training...
I have been going out sooooo much ....stressed but then again i think i perform better when i do something without any stress...THis trip seriously feels like a holiday...Have to eat out no meals in hotel except for breakfast...lunch n dinner everywhere...I am so lucky that i did a 4.03 in the finals even though i seriously lack of training....Its all in the head now when i think of it how much you can suffer...ofcourse its bad timing but....with the amount of training i had....especially last week...2days out of 7days?lol....
working doing myinternship and have to catch the nice KTM......ofcourse i would be lack of time n rest...but i really like this...I think its very challenging not any basic life where...u do normal routine...for sure it is more than any other regular person that goes to work or just worksout in the gym after work...this reminds me have to get fit .......so more core stability and....what else?
I love this trip so much...it has been the most enjoyable trip of my entire cycling life....no control...but perform when i need to. once again I must thank the divine for giving me the courage and strength to continue all this pressure I m facing with the love of cycling and faith in myself.

thank god!

was my 2nd day of working life but only as an intern...i feel so lucky n thankful now...
i stayed back at work till 6pm today coz of some undone reservations...
but that was so lucky because it saved my life...well anything could have happened to me.
as i heard that people were injured and even some broke their neck.
it was due to the train that cameout of the track lines...
but then this is something unpredictable could have happened anyday...
while walking out of ktm tasik selatan,khairul an ex gymnast he said u ride bike rite....
i was like yea...hey u....look so familiar...n was him....havent seen him in ages...n end up we walked all the way from tasik selatanto bukit jalil ....he was fasting n break fast on the way to bukit jalil..was funny...because we were talking n i kept asking break fast dy not?....
i am so lazy to ride my bike ....do i really want to be a cyclist...is that what i m really looking forward to in life?i mean it was before....but after i worked for 2days...i feel like i like it so much...working life u get money n then you can go out...have fun...
life...is so confusing..cant it jsut be more simple..
once again,i should thank god n be greateful that nothing happened to me

exams over but more stress to come

hmm...finally my exams are officially over...now is the part where..i hope i didnt fail la....haiyo...
neway intership starts soon...i m starting my internship on Tuesday which is a okay thing...but then again i have training will have to be awake by 5plus then train at 7am till 9am work at 10am till 6pm? I hope that this works well....i feel so upset that my coach actually mean that i should just stop studying n ride my bike...this is so uncertain...my life on the bike..
I just want a diploma so I can ride in peace..anyway a diploma is nothing but why they make it such a fuss?this is driving me nuts....for heaven sakes...please support me instead of giving negative thoughts....
I must be positive for myself..for my future,I know that i will get there someday.It's just a matter of time ...when will it be.
May God be with me

first exam over

bussiness math,accts n statistics...
it was so heavy how can i not remember...
i m so scared now but bttr just concentrate on whats coming up next....
i hope that iwill get to next semester with at least an average of 11...
god please help me...

mooncake festival+ nai2's bday

the food spread by 3minor families that makes a big one..but still missing one..=(

mum and yeah
nai n yeah
chin min li or better known as the doll..=)
sisters always never missout!

mooncake box....where's the mooncake?

it was a saturday evening and i was divided...to go home for grandma's birthday or to go watch the night race held at the track....ofcourse grandma's birthday la....but i couldnt resist the race..so i went down anywayz...

riding during the ramadhan

I have to ride at 9.30pm...i am moaning and moaning like a grandma..
i m sooo not in the mood to ride la..
but then...luckily morning class posponed to later on.
i am so sleepy n stomach is so full plus bloated...but i want to drink ice blended stuff ohhh not good...but i like it i want it...
after riding that is soo going to be my treat.
exams....ohh i m thinking so much i should just relax enjoy my ride and that glass of ice blended afterward........yummm...
sssslllllluurrrpp.

exams in a weeks time

at the moment i am so upset with everything,nothings going right for me today...at training,took sick leave coz of this upset stomach...had arguement with eddy again...though we arent together anymore yer..sucks la....y cant i just happy...
i want to be happy and not worry about anything..
i am soooooo addicted to shoping which made me so broke atm...
but i m working on that its on the way i would say.i start my internship at intersect travel agent in midv....its preety cool they said that they would pay me on a daily basis...
i also am looking forward to the race in Bangkok.
I really should stop going out late...which i havent since Merdeka night....
I would say its something i can live without but....shopping? never...
so ya ...i must really work for money !
i hope that everything in the exam gets stored in my head before next week...then life's going to be super duper great...
Right now i m thinking of how nice would it be to go to Hongkong for Christmas...ahhah....

after singapore....2days after infact after classes and stuff...year end in 3weeks....m so tired..
i really want to ride mybike but i m just so exausted...
watched a movie called 'susuk' yesterday...was quite dumb but ya..scared me coz i hate horror movies...
Am I going to Batu Pahat for the weekends race? means merdeka there?ohh no...
what happen to the party part....well...depends...might have presentations so...no need to go ya?
m so divided...i ate too much today. had assam laksa for dinner which is so filling but made my stomach sore and hurts...with an empty stomach as i slept from 5.30 to 7.30pm...what an hour i would say....

I am in Singapore atm..after todays mixed timetrial....actually was just thinking to myself how nice if they had cycling mixed just like badminton or....tennis..n other stuff...n now they do...
i think its preety cool....I am glad it exist now...riding with the guys is really tiring and trying to survive...however...I am so dead tired and sleepy atm...its like...about 10hours before we depart...to msia...i got my finals in 3weeks time ...i have so much to study ,life to carryon to go for training...everything is all over...the place. I have to get hold and get back on track.keepfit ,eat well no more junk but then again exams i tend to eat junk....
but self-control..everything is in the head i presume because I have improved mentally and i thin it really helps.... may god be with me and guide me

half way to relief

why is it so hard to do a group project?
maybe because its so many heads into one?
but it's taking so much of my time...how am i suppose to get it done...
super stress...
I wish that this is..just a part that i have to go through and get away fast.
Luckily I am left with a map to draw and..
another essay to write....for english..which is like..500words...so crazy..
I know i can bullshit alot..but an essay on a topic that doesnt interest u...
anywayz..got to get back to work

a week ago at heritage

i was really stressed over a guy but ohh well it's over and life goes on....

due to all this there was a crazy night out...i drank so much that i felt sick after....

vormitted...lol...

was preety cool though that outing

macam ni ke budak tengah sakit?

i was so lazy yesterday but fairoz texted and his precious was sick....aww....but what u think look at this picture

assignment continues

I'm so stressed on the pile of assignments i have and all i do is chat on facebook...lol
oh well it wasnt bad at all.....because of that..i was speaking to friends and interestingly they helped me out with websites to look for more info on my assignments...
thought chatting would be posponding my work huh?
ohh well maybe it did but it helped to...sacrifice and get the result...
Am I going to be able to finish Philippines on time...with the map and all the training i have to still go on with....

a new adventure

i'm new to this tho it has been here forever...i think its a good way to let it out....