from Muar to K.L

It was a hectic weekday....
well it was ok in the beginning until my grandfather started to make him grumbling mode
he said I don't respect him.
He ate more salt than I did....
No respect, no respect thats all bising!!!!
my gosh
i was mentally half dead!
I went to Muar Pakcik Daud spoke to me and say....
It's a pity that i stopped.
Should I ride back....
but i feel like I want to..
hmm...
my maid another/...omg
she always act...actress say kenyang nak muntah but
when the food arrives she eats like nobody's business!
so greedy.
DInner eat already nak muntah!

To start my report ASAP

I am trying to get moving...and finish it faster.
I've searched a couple of jobs but not sure of any.
I need to get a job...sitting at home is so boring.
Yyg is busy.
I won't be able to be hugged for 2months so sad....
will be waiting.
Will try to meet you by this week..
next week might go to Muar with grandparents..
hmm
miss you n our last week.
Was the best week of my life yyg.
Thank you for making me feel so special..
n kick my ass to start my report

Poor Belgium lady

I am still at club med...
i met this lady who's 65yrs old and alone.
her husband passed away 9years ago..
mother 3years ago...
sisters had family with grandchildren and she???
no children...
such a pity...
i was wondering am I going to end up like this?
Nobody wants me anymore..
how depressing is that?
The person i love say I am making him feel uneasy...
sigh..
i don't know what to do....
i thought everything was going fine..
Maybe I should not tell him everything that is in my head as well...
I don't think he likes to hear it all.....
life......
I got my period...and my stomach hurts so bad

Club Med...begun

It was the exciting moment of mine and it has finally arrived.
I am now in club med as a GO...
it is seriously hardwork and tiring...
no time for most things!
ohh well at least we have fun huh?!?!
I've learn some games in the pool, archery was my first time now i can do it...
golfing...a little...
haven't quite tried the trapeze though..
it would be fun but terribly scary i would say.
I am just happy to be here...
and thank you yayang for coming to see me.
I really appreciate that...
u always light my day despite the miscommunication of my penatness..
every night in club med we have a theme of clothes....
and different coloured t-shirt everyday accompanied with any white bottom skirt@pants..
I gtg again..
time for sailing now~!!!

Club Med here I come

It's been the moment I've been waiting the most=to go to Club Med..
away from home...away from all the worries.
1week before this my sister left for Melbourne.
Felt so lonely,
then of course there is you that always cheer me up.
I had Alia along thank god!
That same weekend mum's car broke down at somewhere after Jawi!
I was the so called rescuer!
I feel so pity for mum tho,
we're all leaving and I think she feels lonely especially in the nights
but then again,
we're all big girls now we need our own road as well.

5days now you've been away..
I miss him so much,
hopefully my coming off day I can meet you;)
You know how much I'm missing you.
And yes tomorrow I have to drive all by myself to Cherating ,Club Med

sewing a shirt dress

I was bored took out the cloth i bought with Avril about almost 2months back....
realize that i should might as well start.
took the rm10 hand sewing machine didn't work well.
Bummer.
I started at 11pm it was about 12.45 when i stopped and guess what?
I only manage to sew 2 un-complete sleeves.
takes forever with hands.
I want to buy a sewing machine to badly.
mana nak beli n how much?
apparently in carrefour pun ada!

2 more assignments then the exam platter

I love this period so much all the while..
the best period of studying is when the exams are on
I don't know why people get so stressed with exams?
I feel relieved like awww finally it's all over.
The results is coming out..
I think this term m not going to be great tho..
somehow I won't be that shit either...
I hope to score at least a 60% for my french paper
this is something i will like to focus on more than others.
I really like french although it's so difficult to remember everything...
but it would be easy when i put my heart into it..1week of intense french that is..
other papers just buck up.
tomorrow would be my presentation for Mr Timo .
Tourist Destination then on Wed Mr boey's presentation then exams
ahhh soooooooo happy ...
why am I so happy?