last week of intern rewards to come

last week of internship has finally came....be back to college in January..seeing all sch mates...student life again...
working surely has been tough...nothing comes easy tho..
learn alot from work....hardlife...how people gets stressed at work..somehow working life is okay...but ifigured i like working in a place that moves around abit..not just stationary...its boring!
however its jsut 1week or act to b exact 5days left to HOng Kong...here i come...
going to visit'dad;s uncle' also meet the french up for christmas....nice way to come...
Gil Arnaud...better remember your sport shoes....miss you heaps and the rest...
okay we're going to be crazy again this time round huh!
I m so happy right now...feels so good....i just saw my bf online....webcam...misss him so much....
however this makes me more motivated....setting the alarm at 5am tomorrow....better wakeup n get my ass moving....shake that ass....move it move it...shake that ass......
get the fats burning....huuu lala...

dreams that never crossed my mind

I think I am flutter fluttering....
I spend quite abit of time with you
this makes me realise how much i feel
The feelings that i have for you
We have so much in common,
the numbers that match..
I know u think its dumb
but i think its true.
You laugh at me and
still i think its true.
Everything happens for a reason.
Never thought that arguements can turn into love
what is love once again?
understanding and trust makes love
without this feelings only will never make a relationship last
So try understand me as I will try understand you
Make every moment so nice and peaceful
With your smile,
a Smile that brightens me up.
I pray that we will last,
that this feeling will last for as long as it will......
Hopefully u feel the same too.
Miss you heaps tho i just saw you.

small things that TURNS big.

small issues that can be just solved....somethings that are important to some but think of it...not like any tickets r purchased.
It's not even confirmed...just another fantasy plan that might turn real this time...
If you can text then why cant u just text whats it about?
I am sleepy..I am tired....AND you got me more pissed with ur attitude...so childish thing as usual...
Crying over such things?what the hell....I am rude....like so you are worse..ask people to go over and FUCK off....what the hell dont even think of calling me over la...
Try drinking n feeling sooo damn drunk n ur head is spinning n just want to get in bed?
You never felt that way before thats why...
When ask you to join us dont want...then suddenly....hurry hurry must tell must tell........
then tell la........can msg like u anyway did why not...its nicer to talk face to face but face it I am tired n my head in damn heavy........
dont tell me anything else if u think i m rude or even complain to me....u're soooooooooooo childish....
I however think that.....if u're going to be away n u act like this u wont survive.,...the world is hard n tough. You never lived away so you wont know.
But it's sure good for u to start learning to survive before u turn all old n crumpy crying...

weekend coaching

I was all excited about coaching..thinking it would be so difficult....and scared because the kid's parents would be watching but then it turned out that....it was really nice and exciting.
The kids were divided into 5categories...5-6,7-8,9-10,11-12,13-14..however the older 2 cat were combined...
Bike coaches were given age 7-8 as first group to try out with....it was hard..to handle young ones on the road closing the road and to keep them in a group....
anywayz....we did manage to no worries...everything was great..
The kidz called me...teacher,teacher...made me wanna laugh..
but they were so cute and adorable...there was this girl who said....i want to do 100rounds...
her category was 1lap..but they all wanted to do more..they end up doing 5laps...the 5-6year olds...super hyper...what they ate?myb the power bar /gel just before that....
ohh my,Sunday after long lay off my bike i rode to bentong and otw back 20km i got into the van ..i was so bonked...
due to long lay off...wakeup ........start training yea?!!!
i m starting to get back onto the bike...but i think the real thing doesnt start till next year as i still have heaps of internship days left

full long day with 1 summon

always laughing

My long day of all over...yesterday i went to work early as usual. I decided to sleep at Bukit Jalil that night as it is easier to get off from work rather than to p.j.

I drove on the left lane due to stomach ache....the curve was going off to the left anyway.there were Police men..and i had a SMELLY summon...When he stopped me all i said was'encik janganla saman i cik,jangan la'....but he just asked for license..i said..haih no chance in my heart....

i have no idea how to give him duit kopi...lol..which m glad i didnt...but i totally forgot about my stomach....i said late for work?!?..obviously not a good excuse. have to pay rm300 hopefully some reduction...

after work when to Bangsar with Amelia to do threading for the first time for my eye brows and omg it does hurt like hell.........but i look clean now.=)..........after i went to kacau Wong Ah തയാം.

and spoke for a bit...after met up with Fatah....hhuurrrmmpp...as usual end up makan banyak...=P...and talk rubbish..helped me write rayuan for summon letter....

After told cousins will not meet up but then end up meeting them at Starbucks P.J....we lasted from 9plus to 12.30am....we were talking all the shit..but ofcourse it is fun la......

cousins meet cousins....there was..Hanne,Cecelia,Stephanie,Gary kor2 (stephanie's husband)and Avril....this one is my sister...keke...

wow what a long day..........slept quite little and with additional diarrhea isnt good....

a night after being in perlis for 4nights

I am finally back in Bukit Jalil in my room...feels good to be back...ate dimsum ystrdy for supper...lol...it was damn itchy mouth...neway...didnt got to work today have to settle things with uncle ,ask him whats his program for me and his plan for me...
i am so confused...we get dropped out frm going to Melbourne..Azian and me...the other day uncle said if i get any medal in asian cup i can go but now its not like that anymore... I dont know who makes the say or agrees on anything..At this moment i just want to clarify things to be sure and not just feel sad and unwanted...
I wish i dont have to feel like this....why do they always leave us girls out...we arent even so weak....i m sure that...i wont perform bad at all.....
but its life...reason for everything i always believe...
i want to just relax....n enjoy life from everyway without stress...

after 3rd day race

todays race was another day of tiredness....i think that i seriously worked so hard but unfortunately no one sees it or appreciates what i do instead its all my fault.I got dropped out at before the round about u-turn.had to chase the front all by myself without any help and it was obviously tiring...finally was just me and the other 2riders got leftout....azian wait up and pulled my back to the main group.i got back to the main bunch and then the indo girl shoot again...just so tiring...i feel like i m going to die....
god please help me and tell me what to do .guide me....tomorrow i have to try to win with a breakaway or something not sure what....
and also heard that there is no asian cup....the enduro guys r still going to melbourne....so well...it's left with the girls....during the race also when azian brokeaway i said dont chase azian....to kim and she was just wailing and felt angry with me....eerrmm...but i should just shut up now...cant say anything...