Thursday, May 6, 2010

Poor Belgium lady

I am still at club med...
i met this lady who's 65yrs old and alone.
her husband passed away 9years ago..
mother 3years ago...
sisters had family with grandchildren and she???
no children...
such a pity...
i was wondering am I going to end up like this?
Nobody wants me anymore..
how depressing is that?
The person i love say I am making him feel uneasy...
sigh..
i don't know what to do....
i thought everything was going fine..
Maybe I should not tell him everything that is in my head as well...
I don't think he likes to hear it all.....
life......
I got my period...and my stomach hurts so bad