Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Retarded legs

the morning was not so bad!!!!
This second picture is at night...
I have no idea where i sat for the past few days @ hangout at...
i know that my legs are fugly and disgusting..
i got an allergy...
and its freaggin itchy!
I hope it cures soon coz i cant freaggin stop thinking that its itchy..
other than that mum got back from London today:)

Thursday, October 22, 2009

PATHETIC Indo lady at Ayam Penyet

It was lunch today...wanted to eat out...
went to Ayam Penyet RIA...Mentari business park area,...
as we were eating..jeanie ,zamu n fatah...
there was this lady with her maid and 2sons..
they were screaming n running n rollling on the floor.
I went n said to her could u please keep them down because its very noisy and people are eating here...It was just so annoying her kids...
then she just make dont know!!!
anyway after running running one of her sons vormitted....eeuuwww..
then when the non vormit kid came near outside of the restaurant she said out loud come here...
there's a witch there...
and her son went over...
then he stared our side...
then he came here again and she repeated the same...
then the small boy ask...
where's the witch mummy i dont see it...
she said there, so dont go there...
then he screamed out loud...
NO WITCH mommy NO WITCH...
I dont see a witch....lol...
poor kid so innocent that has a dumb mother..
loooll...
when it happen i cant stop laughing....
it's like she has no one to turn to...and had to talk to the 4@5year old kid!!!
to attack us

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

He's just not that into you the 'movie'

I watch the movie...
was proposed by my sister...
i realize something now...
not necessarily he has to be what i want him to be,....
but what matters most is I am happy with him..
the fact is....it's been over a year,
I've been with several guys...but I dont feel the same about things....
and everytime i think of the past i just feel like crying...
why was i so stupid to even breakup?
it's too late now...he has someone else...
I am just a dumb soul now....
stuck...screwed...
I thought i moved on...until i watch this movie ..
i feel so sad all over again...
sigh...I wish that time could be reversed....

Sunday, October 18, 2009

scary dream

i dont know what this dream was all about but somehow i woke up frightened..
i finally got some answers to things as well as relationships .
I think its trying to tell me dont trust someone that u already dont trust from the start..
coz use your instincts...
never hesitate ....make up my mind and go on..
I woke up and realised it was just a dream feeling all sad about it...
got ready for college and then i realised that....
i am early!
like i told the whole class that the morning class is canceled but I came!
how dumb....
it was from the dream...
also i always believe that...what goes around comes around!
when u do something back it comes back..:(
sometimes we dont have to wait till death to findout....
i am so exausted..
i could have had that extra hour @ 2 of sleep

Thursday, October 15, 2009

the heart speaks

All these years my sacrifice...
for what most people see wasn't big...
Never was appreciated..but still I stood..
Over the hills down into the valley
across the stream that never ended
It's alot of effort
but still never once appreciated.
A day has arrived....
where lighting strikes
into the window
where I was sitting
it was a wake up call !
That said...
every dog has its day.
Whether here or there
there would be an end
and end to everything .
Not everyone will see
but its the best to
see it soon.
Life will not wait
as everyone knows..
but every sacrifice
was never appreciated.
All the hardwork has gone to waste.....
down into that dark hole...
After a wake up call
I then realize
it doesn't matter anymore..
every sacrifice was a knowledge,
to learn and experience the best.
I love my life now...
nothing could have ever been better

Friday, October 2, 2009

Semester 6

the start of a new semester has came...
we had a really great regional tour..
going to laos was great fun..
felt the unity of the call finally...
I figured things out from the trip...
my brain is finally clear...
i know what i want..
i know what to aim...
whats next...
thankfully again i have my family and really good friends supporting me
thank god for all the goods i have