I thought that studying was the best thing that could have happen to me.
However it doesnt seem to be at the moment.
I havent had much time to train compared to last year.
frm 5subjects moving on to 8subjects is tough..
and having tour guiding defenetly didnt make it any easier.
If i could speak I would, somehow things doesnt work this way in Malaysia. If u speak you are wrong.
Just remain silent whatever you think.
It's sad that we cannot express our feelings as a rider.
It's sad that because of politics msian sports hasnt gone far to where it should have been right now without politics.
You have to be able to suck up to get something,
It's a fact that we have to admit. I feel it..
I have been patient...
All I get is I dont have results, I dont think its true
in year 2008 I won sukma it's nothing big but still the best in the country apart from Azian who is over age for this,
3km persuit bronze in Asian cycling, Vietnam tour.........it wasnt easy but with teamates i turnedout overall 3rd n 1stage wins with 2nds..
I really dont know what to do when I realise that since last years World cup series that Woman will not be going, It was sad.
Woman's endurancewill go no where if they keep discarding old people.
Malaysia needs people with experience to the sport, with the guts.
We had a very strong team in the vietnam tour in Ho Chi Minh last year...no one sees that. Although it was just vietnam but anyone who watched the teamwork of the Malaysians would be so touched how hard we fought in the race againts the 44vietnamese.
I know that god is fair...when the time comes I will earn what I have sacrificed all this while.
I remember what Puan Zaiton told me..it made a really big impact in my decision and on how I think. I feel really motivated to fight.
Someone that succeeds the hardway will succeed truely. Fairly.
God please stay with me and motivate me, please make me a tougher person from what has and is going to happen.
Thankfully however I still have my beloved family and Mr Ribena...