The movie Michael Jackson

It's been tiring..all week standing.....

but I still look forward to it....

it's life nothings easy...

so yesterday i went for class at 9am the night before only got to bed at 2am..

After class it was such a relieve to have a short nap.

I woke up had some food and head off for aerobics....

geez tht stuff is difficult....

its not that tiring but the coordination and when u are required to do it fast...

omg all over the place!

i sucked at it....love pilates tho...

hmm.....i guess as a cyclist u put power into the pedals and thats about it..

when it comes to grace....

aha...so ungraceful and....stiff

but I'm quite flexible in that sense...

so finally after aerobic went to watch the movie..

Michael Jackson...i thought like errr ok but why not..

It seriously was nice because...now i understand why people are so sad and stuff...

He's really good...

never realize that he is so skinny too...

It was very entertaining..but after the halfway mark I was so sleepy and cant wait to go to bed...

:P

still Michael Jackson now I would say is a legend:)

maybe I've moved on

..LOng day and yes working my ass off...
is tiring...

i should do some exercise too...

hate being fat...

and getting fatter...

my stomach is like a time bomb atm...

when i'm tired...god i tend to eat and eat..

what to make me stop...

a normal lifestyle perhaps:)

uhuh....

n gym lots of it at least 2hours a day i think..

I love the fact m not thinking so much anymore

just enjoying life and...

I have to study too exams are so near now...

towards final and will be doing my degree soon..

finally my life means something:)

but my legs...

i just hope that the scar will go off:(

never going to ASIA CAFE...

filthy place!

yuck

Retarded legs

the morning was not so bad!!!!
This second picture is at night...
I have no idea where i sat for the past few days @ hangout at...

i know that my legs are fugly and disgusting..

i got an allergy...

and its freaggin itchy!

I hope it cures soon coz i cant freaggin stop thinking that its itchy..

other than that mum got back from London today:)

PATHETIC Indo lady at Ayam Penyet

It was lunch today...wanted to eat out...

went to Ayam Penyet RIA...Mentari business park area,...

as we were eating..jeanie ,zamu n fatah...

there was this lady with her maid and 2sons..

they were screaming n running n rollling on the floor.

I went n said to her could u please keep them down because its very noisy and people are eating here...It was just so annoying her kids...

then she just make dont know!!!

anyway after running running one of her sons vormitted....eeuuwww..

then when the non vormit kid came near outside of the restaurant she said out loud come here...

there's a witch there...

and her son went over...

then he stared our side...

then he came here again and she repeated the same...

then the small boy ask...

where's the witch mummy i dont see it...

she said there, so dont go there...

then he screamed out loud...

NO WITCH mommy NO WITCH...

I dont see a witch....lol...

poor kid so innocent that has a dumb mother..

loooll...

when it happen i cant stop laughing....

it's like she has no one to turn to...and had to talk to the 4@5year old kid!!!

to attack us

He's just not that into you the 'movie'

I watch the movie...

was proposed by my sister...

i realize something now...

not necessarily he has to be what i want him to be,....

but what matters most is I am happy with him..

the fact is....it's been over a year,

I've been with several guys...but I dont feel the same about things....

and everytime i think of the past i just feel like crying...

why was i so stupid to even breakup?

it's too late now...he has someone else...

I am just a dumb soul now....

stuck...screwed...

I thought i moved on...until i watch this movie ..

i feel so sad all over again...

sigh...I wish that time could be reversed....

scary dream

i dont know what this dream was all about but somehow i woke up frightened..
i finally got some answers to things as well as relationships .
I think its trying to tell me dont trust someone that u already dont trust from the start..
coz use your instincts...
never hesitate ....make up my mind and go on..
I woke up and realised it was just a dream feeling all sad about it...
got ready for college and then i realised that....
i am early!
like i told the whole class that the morning class is canceled but I came!
how dumb....
it was from the dream...
also i always believe that...what goes around comes around!
when u do something back it comes back..:(
sometimes we dont have to wait till death to findout....
i am so exausted..
i could have had that extra hour @ 2 of sleep

the heart speaks

All these years my sacrifice...

for what most people see wasn't big...

Never was appreciated..but still I stood..

Over the hills down into the valley

across the stream that never ended

It's alot of effort

but still never once appreciated.

A day has arrived....

where lighting strikes

into the window

where I was sitting

it was a wake up call !

That said...

every dog has its day.

Whether here or there

there would be an end

and end to everything .

Not everyone will see

but its the best to

see it soon.

Life will not wait

as everyone knows..

but every sacrifice

was never appreciated.

All the hardwork has gone to waste.....

down into that dark hole...

After a wake up call

I then realize

it doesn't matter anymore..

every sacrifice was a knowledge,

to learn and experience the best.

I love my life now...

nothing could have ever been better